October Prayer Letter - Truth

Heading into one of my last appointments for the week, I flicked a glance at the computer while my nurse brought Fluffy and Mrs. Smith into the exam room.  I noted that Fluffy was a three year old female cat and we had only seen her once before. Mrs. Smith and I chatted for a while as I sorted through the medical records Mrs. Smith had brought in for us.  Mrs. Smith mentioned how she had adopted Fluffy from a local shelter several years ago and that she hadn’t had any vaccines since then.  Fluffy was going to be spending a few days boarding at a kennel and Mrs. Smith wanted to make sure she was up to date.

We got Fluffy out of the kennel for her exam and she was a gorgeous, big, longhair orange tabby.  “Hmm, that is a bit strange,” I thought.  Most orange cats are male.  Just to be sure I took a quick peek under the tail and then, trying to be nonchalant, asked, “did you know Fluffy is actually a boy?”

“Oh, yes,” replied Mrs. Smith.  “But I had really wanted a girl rather than a boy so I just decided to call her a girl.”  We all had a good laugh.  The rest of the exam I stumbled through trying to decide if I should refer to Fluffy as male or a female.  As I left the exam room a few minutes later and changed her file, to reflect the true gender, I had to chuckle to myself, but also thought about how easy it is to convince ourselves that what we want to be true is actually true.

Watch a show like X Factor or So You Think You Can Dance and you will see hundreds of people in the initial auditions who are completely convinced that they have an amazing voice or special talent for dancing and refuse to accept any word to the contrary. 

On the spiritual side we tend do the same thing. As long as we tell ourselves we don’t have an issue with pride we can hide from reality.  Or we convince ourselves it was just a little white lie so it’s OK.  Or maybe we just ignore certain verses in the Bible that we see as inconvenient or decided they actually mean something different than God intended.

While Mrs. Smith was fully aware of the truth about Fluffy’s gender and willing to admit it, many of us have so completely deluded ourselves that we refuse to see the truth even when it is staring us in the face.  As Peter writes in I John 1:8 “If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.”  Instead, we should seek God’s truth in all things; ask him to strip away the blinders we have created to hide our own faults and wrong thoughts. Deceiving ourselves may seem easier and more pleasant than confronting the truth, but in reality it limits our growth and imprisons us in our own minds.  Jesus said, “If you hold to My teaching, you are really My disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:32)

These thoughts were echoed beautifully in a note I just received from one of the University of Florida veterinary students who came to Mafikeng in August on a Short Term Mission Trip. It is exciting to share how God honored her prayers to better understand His truth of our equality in Him.

She writes, “In preparation for the trip, I had been praying for our time and for God to change me, my heart and just completely let Him work for the plan He had for me and the team. I couldn't have even fathomed how much my simple prayer would have done for me. God totally opened my eyes and showed me that I must love everyone as He loves me, to view them through the "lens" that He views me...through the lens of love, grace, forgiveness and mercy. This was so important because I know I am guilty of viewing people through a judgment, jealousy, or anger lens at times and it just hit me. "Who am I to view anyone that way?! And how dare I?"...if Jesus can love me unconditionally through all I have done in my life and has already forgotten (and forgiven me) my sins from yesterday, what gives me the right to judge anyone for anything? I need to love them through all they do, no matter what, forgive them, pray for them and just emulate God's love.”

Please pray with me as David did in the Psalms (25:5) “Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long.”